I'm not convinced.

Is finding a significant other the cure for loneliness? I'm not convinced. Everyone is looking for meaningfulness, but does it have to be in the form of a relationship? Is this how a good life is gauged? Maybe I don't know anyone who is worth it.
But why do so many people seem desperate?

a short artist statement. what do you think?

My pieces feel they are the collection of moments of sparkling clarity and complementary moments of dizzying dread, because of their ill-equipped memory. They use this mental puzzle to highlight a collective feeling of ever-shifting reality. Their language is influenced by Modern artists, but refers to abstract concepts within daily life such as blueprints, ephemera, geometry and cellular workings. I do not come to my surface with any preconceived thoughts, I let my medium speak.

my afternoon

I went at about 7 to pre-purchase mine and felicia's tickets for "Where the Wild Things Are", playing at midnight tonight. I walked into a frenzy of people coming into the theater, because I live in the town that houses the largest art school in the country. I walked up to a register to get my tickets and the young lady behind the counter was visibly frazzled and quickly asked me if I was a student or member of the military. I looked up at her and asked if I could pretend I was a student. She said sure. Oh, I gave her the biggest smile I could stand.
I then proceeded to staples next door for some notecards, and then next door again to Sally Beauty Supply to buy some new hair-cutting scissors. I asked the woman at Sally if they were hiring because she was really nice to me. I think she was being taped because she was being very coy and saying that it wasn't her place to say, but insisted I take an application with a wink.
I also finished my newest painting, putting me on my way to my goal: 6 new paintings by December. 2 down, 4 to go. easy peasy.

a tiny, well-made bed.

lately

heat walking building and stretching and painting running beach kittens heat cleaning air mattress neighbors pisces showering pizza wine echoes go-cups staying up late heat sexual frustration

it's possible

I think it's possible with all these hollywood tricks they've got goin' these days that Michael Cera and Jesse Eisenberg are the same person.

dreaming

I'm dreaming of love, and dreaming of lies.

dan deacon

Dan Deacon is an amazing showman. The music is awesome, and its so easy to get caught up in it and just dance until your hair is sweaty and your clothes are soaked though. Everyone involved feels like they're part of a collective something. He's so interactive with the audience, he feels just like some guy you know, but also like a secret celebrity. This man plays the power strip. Who can touch that?
I saw his show last night in Atlanta, drove my ass 4 hours from Savannah to see this guy. I couchsurfed with these great dudes who let me stay in their guest bedroom and made me eggs and tea in the morning. All in all, i am pleased.
Still no pictures, though.

partyin'

Partying is fucking awesome. Doing laundry at the laundromat is nothing like partying.